Tonight I'm bringing Ozzie home to stay over for the night. Last night while trying to fall asleep, I couldn't not think about Georgie. It was 8 months ago yesterday that I lost my princess. 8 months! While trying not to cry my eyes out, I realized it still hurts like I lost her yesterday. (woo hoo, now I'm crying at work)
Two weeks after she died, I found SAINTS. What I found out there gave me alot of peace and comfort and has since filled my life with amazing and wonderful animals (and people). I couldn't imagine what I'd be like if I had never found SAINTS, Carol and everyone else out there.
A friend on mine recently lost her beloved dog, all I want to do is bring her out to SAINTS and try and give her some of the comfort I got from being out there. I think for her it may be too soon, but hopefully someday she get to see the wonder of SAINTS.
While I am chomping at the bit to bring home Ozzie for good, I'm also slightly nervous at having another dog, not saving that space in my heart entirely for Georgie.
So tonight, I'm going to stay at home and hang out with Ozzie, working on life with a dog again. We're going to eat popcorn and watch Supertroopers (something I always did with Georgie). Hopefully I won't burst into tears as I'm sure I'll be the first person to cry while watching Supertroopers.