nicole, we needed you and your movie camera tonight....

it matters not if you are wearing a cast and maybe tonight you might be in pain. it matters not at all if you are somewhat sad, or tired or anything at all. all that matters is that you are on that couch with 3 pillows for your sore leg and 1 pillow to raise up your head, and 2 blankets to share plus keep yourself warm and a fake sheepskin pad so you don't stick to the leather while you are there. because nothing matters except who or what collectively is on that couch, how it can be used and feels to the chi's. it is to be laid on and walked over and rolled upon. it is to be burrowed under and over and thru. it is to be licked and played with and looked at with sad eyes to get as much more of it as they possibly can. and finally all it matters is it be theirs all alone as their antics and acrobatics drive you back to your lonely and uncomfortable wheelchair. little squirmy brats.