i think we make conscious decisions each and every day about the kind of people we want to be. i think somedays we are too self asorbed to create much goodness around us. i also think that some days we literally shine. and then there are the lazy days when we just can't be bothered, or the days we pretend we don't see something but we really do, or the days we feel powerless, helpless and hope someone else will take care of whatever it is that bothers us. my biggest fear has always been of just taking up space, but really that is not much of a worry anymore. what i was thinking about tonight was, the animals. about how wonderful they make this world and really, they don't "do" anything too exciting at all. according to my fear of just taking up space, well really, that is all they do. so how come while they are taking up space and not really doing much else, they bring such goodness and light while they are at it?
i am going to think about this some more.