i have been found guilty of swingers death

the jury has spoken except no jury was required..i acted as both the accused and the judge in this matter and i have already been sentenced..... a lifetime of reliving one minute of stupidity and sharing 8 hours of consequences and the loss of a life that i loved.

swinger is not mad at me, he knows there was no malicious intent to harm him, just a stupid mistake and his blood on my soul forever.

i will tell you this tho, i will carry this guilt born of tiredness and honest stupidity far more willingly then i would ever carry being some other things in this life.

the jury is dismissed.