do all of the animals here actually love me? some of them love me beyond any shadow of a doubt, who in their right mind would question how some of them like lexie and clyde and cleo and cuddles and maude and hook and tyra and julie and tally, actually feel about me?
but the barn guys? now that is always a huge question in my mind. i know they love each other, percy loves jeanette and all of them love gideon, carl loves ellie mae...but a human? i am not too sure.
sometimes i watch ellie considering me. she looks at me with that one very keen eye and i wonder what she is thinking. i think she might love me because i treat her like she is truly a princess and who wouldn't love someone who treated you like royalty?
it really doesn't matter if they love me or not. they like me and they trust me and i am happy with that.
i think all of them feel love, i am just not sure they feel it for me personally but then i will never really know this because they can't talk.
i think it is important to give love even if it doesn't necessarily come back. because if you can only love someone who loves you first, where is the gift in that?
that's my deep questioning thought for today...now for even more important trivial crap.....50 minutes and counting til american idol starts!!!