Rescue Journal

not sure if my foul mood has moved on

Carol  ·  Feb. 6, 2009

because i feel all stuffy and flu-like this morning. i guess i will see if i think any of these morons are funny today....if i do then i am foul mood free.

we are just about to have a staff meeting..time to discuss resource management like shavings, litter and working hours. i might have to start cutting paid hours so we need to figure out what the staff needs to survive and how much more i can take on while still meeting the animals needs.

and to be perfectly honest so readers don't completely start freaking out along with me...i did manage to put $25,000 of mugsy and cleo's legacy away in a saints GIC. gut and any money sense i have says if i want saints to survive into the future past me.... DO NOT TOUCH THAT GIC.
anyway....this will not be a fun meeting. it is going to be scary and depressing for everyone, including me.

...i better go get it done BEFORE another emergency cancels the meeting.

i am so not a manager/business minded kind of person...i worry about the staff, i worry about the animals, shit man...i worry about me...i hate this kind of thing. i just don't have the skill and strength in this part of being responsible for the running and wellbeing of everything.