i think the problem is..i was not even close to being ready to lose her.
Carol · Jun. 28, 2010
tonight i was laying on the bed watching a movie with daphne in my arms and i felt so bad because it was not tyra. i asked god to make this all a bad dream that i could wake up from and write about on the blog..he supposedly can make miracles happen but i already know he is not going to help me with this...she and i are just 2 tiny and inconsequential particles in the great scheme of things.
but then the thought occured....if there is not really a god..then that means there is no heaven either..and that means tyra is gone forever...i always did think the whole rainbow bridge thing was just another made up human fairy tale to help us cope with the loss of our animal friends. but i did have faith that there was something bigger out there....what if there isn't?
hope may float til it sinks, but when it sinks it takes faith right with it.
i did not know this, it totally sucks.
Daphne's Faith-Hopeful Adventure
(By Jenn Hine starring the little determined daxi)