let me tell you something about living in bitchy-haggy land...
Carol · Jul. 28, 2012
suddenly everythng gets pretty simple.
there are no longer layers upon layers of things to consider..everything is now black and white, every problem has an obvious answer. anyone who pisses me off is stupid, there is no struggling to figure things out, i am always right and thus... everyone else then logically must be mistaken.
i was up for quite a long time with pepper last night...after i went to bed, he woke up and pissed someone off by wandering all over the place. i heard him scream (he is a bit of drama queen...) when someone got mad at him (i think it was jazzy but cannot say for sure.) i rushed in and checked him all over, he was physically ok but he was emotionally upset.
it took a while to calm him down before i could settle him back to bed. i couldn't put him up in the laundry room cuz charm is up there at night. and i haven't had enough time to get to know charm and see how he feels about being walked over top of by a wandering blind dog. i ended up sticking pepper in the playpen which is not ideal cuz it works well really only for tiny dogs. anyway..it worked in a pinch..pepper settled and slept.
however...this is not a long term solution so i needed an answer. what i want is a little dog frail area in the house. and the only logical place to have one is the kitchen and that is where odie the asshole lives and there is no where else to stick him.
honestly, it is so clear..the obvious answer to so many problems around here is to get odie the troll out of the kitchen and that means the obvious answer is simply to nuke him. i get what i think the frail little dogs need, they can then wander around in total peace...the answer is simple.
i think it might be a very good thing that in my normal daily life, nuking animals is a terrible thing...i do still remember how i thought and what i believed before i came to bitchy-haggy land so odie is perfectly safe...(at least for the time being.)
countdown...13 out of 21 hard days complete...i just have to hold it together and not do anything obviously simple for just another week.