i want to rewrite a sanitized, more comfortable to read version of the birth and her death. you decide which one you like better, which one has more value to you..the one filled with questions, doubts and regrets or the sweetly condensed and innocently sad version.
gracie gave birth to three tiny babies, onesey and twosey are doing well. sadly threesey was born quite a bit weaker and despite janice and i taking turns holding her so she could nurse..threesey did not survive her first night. we buried her in the little yard of the soon to be finished mini pig homestead so she would forever be close to her family.
rest in peace little threesey, you were a very sweet little babe.
and i also have a couple of questions for you....
if i just write censored sappy sweet shit..what can anyone ever learn?
and what does it say about me as the official saints recorder if i gloss over the difficult reality stuff to make it nicer and easier for both me and you?