I laid in the dark last night and felt lost and shitty, I wanted to crawl under a rock and die. I finally got up and had a big hot chocolate/baileys and tossed down a gravol so I could just shut up my freaking round and round mind.
and I never woke up again until just after 7. too late to call in sick and wallow in self pity.
I guess I better find my big girl pants to put on and get into work.
You say there's a new baby/young cow coming in.Lastnight I dreamt of Emily...she was a baby. Maybe that was a sign of the new cow coming in.