be good on your own or someone will make you.
Carol · Feb 21, 2008
like OH MY FREAKING GAWD!!!! exactly how many things do i have to worry on? i have this very long list inside my head of all the things i just don't do right. and i always have an excuse (like i am freaking busy) and i have all the best intentions to turn myself around and quit doing wrong things just as soon as i can.
but, i do have a lot on my plate and most times my list just sits there and i don't do anything to change.
until....someone takes the choice away from me and now i have to do right, not because it is right but because someone else is making me. shit! if i had taken care of this last week, i could have reached right on my own.
what am i blabbing about? recycling. we haven't been good green citizens at saints altho we kept meaning to eventually be. (we recycle SOME things but not everything)
so now i get a notice that the city of mission is fed up with lazy, planet killing sods like me. and we will now be paying a 50% surcharge on the entire dump load if we are caught with a single recyclable item in our trash.
well good for them for not putting up with my shit and forcing me now to do what i knew damn well i should be doing all along.
but holy crap, i have less than a month to set up a decent recycling system that works here and then i have to police and enforce the bloody thing. and then i have to load up separate blue bags and sort them at the city dump. i bet the dump runs just got a bit longer and never forget, we now will be washing and peeling off the labels of about 100 tin cans a week...oh well too bad.
i might just have to shoot myself but thank god i am finally going to die green.