and not for any reason except i wolfed down 2 pudding cups and one of mandarin oranges for supper while i have a headache...big mistake. there is still way too much to do...i am starting to get discouraged...everywhere i look, i see something else that needs doing. tonight i noticed the outside of the barn is turning green and that i can't do anything about cuz we are already purchasing 2000 gallons of water a week at a cost of just under $200. can't waste water at current weekly cost to wash down the outside of the barn.
i need all day tomorrow just to get everything done that needs to be done..but i still have to do a feed run and whip jesse into the vet. plus i am starting to worry about money again cuz the vet bills are getting big. i am chanting to myself now....."deep breath, deep sigh..every day is a challenge and every day we make it thru is one more day we made it thru."
i am going to be so freaking exhausted by the time i finish my vacation and head back to work....i surprize even myself with my idiocy...why did i not book off monday as a much needed recovery day?...because i am STUPID and forget how much work can actually get packed into one week!
i will say tho, that once we get thru it all...this place is going to be so much easier to work around so that will be very good.
well, i better order the hay and water delivery or by tomorrow afternoon we will be screwed.
and mo? sorry i can't get that hay this time round cuz we have to pick up, i don't have time and and i still have a rental van which doesn't want hay hauled around in it......next time for sure.