well i caught simon without too much difficulty or trauma this morning, he is all loaded up in the car...not because he knows we are trying to help him, not because he is starting to trust us...not for any of those stupid reasons that humans like to tell ourselves...he let me catch because he has already learned, he can't win against us. that poor freaking rabbit has decided there is not much point in putting a ton of effort into trying to escape from the monsterous human currently hunting him....and THAT makes me even more sad.
fingers crossed simon survives today and then i promise i will somehow make it better for him...i will try to find a way.
cuddles is going in too this morning. i am hoping he is just a big weinie...but cancer of the bone is flitting thru my head and i would like the vets to make that thought go away.
my hip was not empty last night...eddie has now claimed it as his, and yes he also is a drooler but i miss julie still.
oh, oh, oh...i found it! where i was pissed over the things that were being said about me because of how i handled the crises with simon...no not you marie...so so sorry...just bad timing on posting the post right after you. totally unrelated...i did not see your comment as anything but supportive and kind...i don't take offence easily...it is usually because of direct, repeated personal hits with a freaking 2x4 like a telephone marathon where i suck as a human being and am using the animals for my own personal power game and all i really want ever to do is hurt and mess up other people's and the animals innocent lives.... gee whiz that is exactly what i am trying to do here, i don't know why i didn't ever see this... apparently everything i thought about me and saints is a total illusional/delusional masquerade (ooops...i guess i am still pissed cuz i did what i see as my JOB...he ruptured his eye, i took him to the vet to try to have it surgically removed and i am sorry he died but i did the best for him that i possibly could AND i did it calmly and quietly and gently and WITHOUT FREAKING HYSTERIA so as to not upset him unduly...i am in deep shit because i put HIS needs before human needs and i'd do it again too....deep breath carol, sorry marie, still not you, sheesh. )...
anyway, you are absolutely fine, sorry for the poor timing!