smokey was seizuring..he is finished and ok.
but now i am freaking out and can't sleep.
i am not freaking out over smokey, cuz he is fine..i am freaking out over my personal food/dish cupboard. after smoke was settled, i went to grab a zantac cuz my stomach is hurting and there are those freaking dog cookie bugs in my cupboard. gross.
until i empty that cupboard out, toss away all of the food, find the original and any secondary sources of those bugs and clean that all out too...i will continue to freak out. and i ain't going to start all of that at 3:30 am on a work night...it is too big of a job. it will have to wait til i get home from work tomorrow.
god i hate having to take in donated dog food.i wish we had all of the money in the world so i could just go and buy fresh, sealed and undamaged bags, like normal people get to.
some days (and nights...) i fucking hate rescue.