man i freaking hate 5am in the morning.

i so did not want to crawl out of bed.

but speaking of beds...when i went to sleep last night, halo was asleep on the karunda next to my bed. she has sort of chosen that as her special night spot. this pisses smokey and ewok off cuz they like to sleep there together too. occasionally i see one or the other curled up on it with her but three can't fit. this morning smokey had the bed to himself and ewok was on thefloor sleeping in front of him. and where was miss halo? well she was happily asleep in the playpen. bet she never got to sleep in one of those before!

so last night it wasn't so much about rescue sucking, it was more about me actually sucking. after i finished my crying fest, i booted around here quickly to do all of the meds. then i posted the poor me pathetic post. finally headed off for a crappy luke warm bath...where the hell was the hot water cuz no one had been running any for hours??? next it was thank god time for bed so i could put the day way behind and who do i find sitting patiently and waiting on my dresser?
daphne who i stuck up there with her food/meds 2 hours before.
OMG! i am so freaking sorry...i scooped her up and aplogized for the next half an hour. so sorry daph..i totally suck, poor babe.

i miss watching czar thru the cameras...he made me smile the way that he slept..full out flat up against the wall. and when he periodically got up again..he sat on his butt for a minute or two, like a big sleepy dog. dixie is in that stall now..i had her moved right after his death. she has had three previous past colics and she is far safer under the cameras where i can keep an eye on her.
still i miss watching the big sleeping goof.

four more days on my count down..today will suck because work asked me to work a few overtime hours..lots of staff off sick. my plan is to work my ass off really organized, efficient and quick..maybe if all goes well, i can do the extra workload inside of my regular shift. hope floats.

oh shit i better get moving, it is almost 6!