today was an exercise in frustration..no obvious tumors, heart looks fine. bottom line..no one knows why she has such a significant problem with a pleural effusion..they drained some fluid off and are sending it to the lab..maybe that will shed some light.
she is most definitely not well and whatever is going on is serious..but i just cannot euthanize yet. she is coping so far with the diuretics and i need to know that there is no hope left before i make a final and forever irreversible decision to end her life.
so... i guess, for now...hope still floats...
love you daph.