benny had his ultra sound today. I dropped him off at the clinic and then went looking for my own family doctor because I am feeling worse and not better which totally sucks. luckily he was in and saw me and finally I got a correct diagnosis and the proper meds...apparently I have been in the middle of a nasty week long asthma attack. I didn't know I had asthma but I guess now I do. I damn well better not be allergic to dogs!!
I picked up benny at the end of the day no bladder cancer. they xrayed to look further and it looks like spondylosis of a good portion of his spine is what is bugging him. new med increases for benny and we will see how he does.
we have water.
if I don't move, I can breathe. benny is home laying at my feet.
looks like we are all ok..maybe not great but certainly ok.
sometimes that is just good enough..for now.