my own dogs along with boomer and daisy have broken my heart.
Carol · Jun. 17, 2017
it has been more than 6 months since the dogs ganged up on luna out of the blue. 6 months of peace and once again a solid family unit. last week she and pepper were playing, all was well in the family.
and then yesterday, they started getting excited, worked up and frustration became an element when they were locked inside for a few moments while some of the other dogs were let out for a pee break. suddenly it escalated and they re-directed on luna again and it became a pack up.
all of them were in on it...pepper, daisy, june, mystic and boomer...all of the dogs that i consider my family. all of the dogs who peacefully share my bed and my heart every single night and day.
they hurt her and luna was lucky that we were right there, it could have been far, far worse if we had not been here.
and i cannot get past what they did to her, what they could have done to her if we were not there.
my head knows how it happened, why it happened, my head even knows how to absolutely prevent it from ever happening again.
but right now my heart and my head can't forgive them. they betrayed their sister, they betrayed our family. they betrayed the complete and total love and trust i have for each of them and for all of them together.
i can't even look at them, right now i am unable to look at any of them with any kind of love....all i feel is luna's pain and my own rage and bitter disappointment over what they had done.
luna is going to heal but both she and i stand on the far side of a dark and disastrous chasm that has torn our family apart.
i don't know how we will come back from this but i know it will be hard.
love you luna..but the rest of you are fucking assholes right now.