it went off briefly this morning, just long enough for me to have a heart attack. no power..no water...no air conditioners or fans? shit, the animals would be…
smokey was seizuring..he is finished and ok. but now i am freaking out and can't sleep. i am not freaking out over smokey, cuz he is fine..i am freaking out…
i will never wrap my head around why esther was never adopted. hundreds of people met her over the 5 years that she lived here, yet no one ever fell head over…
it was a very peaceful and comfortable death..she was not distressed, worried or afraid. she had a mcmuffin on the way to the clinic, another one while we were…
i cancelled esther's appointment yesterday cuz i still wasn't quite sure she was ready. and really..i don't think she is. she is stiill bright, she still…
i don't know why i bother making lists...i just disappoint myself. oh well..there is always tomorrow to screw another list up. i did get a couple of important…
i am not much of a drinker so it must be from too much working....and this morning i am paying for it. ugh..i need a big zap of something to recharge my…
bru is being a bit of a baby tonight..he keeps going out into the front cat run and staring thru the wire, barking and whining cuz his mommy and daddy have…
it wasn't great but i guess considering we did sort of ok...janice and laura took turns checking on the house animals every hour or so while still trying to…
sick call today...there is no one for the house. janice and laura will be busy covering the barn and mp building and neither of them know the house at all…
today is the last day of my hard 21 days...yay! i have a few minor difficult ones coming up...but i think the worst is 8 back to back shifts and i will feel…
i cancelled esther's appointment for this weekend...yesterday she was stronger, today she is weak again. i will see how she does on this weekend when i am…
